Dispassionate

I don't know you 
As you look away 
Eye contact is so hard to make 
When you know you can break 

You look down at your feet 
I turn and I phase out 
I'm living in a fantasy 
Give up my intimacy 

I have done this before 
Why do I even try? 
I'm just gonna throw it all away 
And you, you'll only want to stay 

Save me from myself 
I can't do this all alone 
But where will I be, and when will I see 
That this whole thing is my reality?